New ideas

Well, it's been a long time since I wrote my last post. The fact is that when I created this blog I had too high spectations which were never accomplished. I thought I would become some kind of "popular", that many people would be interest in reading my blog. But with the time I realized that I would have to do so much work if I wanted my blog to be successful. Finally, I lost my interest in writing for anyone, I thought it had no sense.

Nowadays, I'd still like to have a lot of followers and become someone "cool", whose ideas were interesting to people, but I understand that this is difficult, specially when you don't have enough willpower. But there's something different now: I've realized that even if no one reads me, this can be good for me. I've realized that this is a great opportunity to explore myself, and (of course) practice my English skills!

So, explanations done, I'll tell "you" how I feel like lately. I'm waiting with excitement for summer to come, and dress in cute clothes, expose my tan skin, go to the beach and to the pool, stay relaxed in my chalet... I also feel like going out with my friends, both girls and 6v, although there's a small problem here which has me a bit (or very) upset. Jordi hasn't been feeling comfortable with them in the last months, and sometimes I think it is my fault. However, this weekend he had the opportunity to spend some time with them without me, and he didn't want to, though. I don't know what to do, I hope that with the summer he'll change his attitude and will become more receptive. I really hope so, because I know we could spend a great time all together (and yes, I promise I will never do anything who can ruin his night again, I really want him to be happy).

Well, I have some more things to do right now, like prepare a list with the ingredients for the recipes I will prepare for my love this week. ;) I don't know when will I be back, probably it will be from here to long, but I'm happy I've wrote such a long text!

And to say goodbye, I leave an expression which I heard today in Sex in the city and which I dedicate to my sweetheart: "I'm still mad over you!".

How will it be?

Happy end of the year

On the road (Music)

Warm moments (Music)

Last up (Music)

Benasque - Cerler, 28 - 29 th December 2010

Nadal

Llums, neu, vellut,
records, amics, regals,
or i gotes de pluja.

Nit, seducció, desig,

xemeneies, purpurina,

il·lusió i puntes.

Cançons, riures, rosada,

llaços, vesc, canyella,

setí i vidres freds.

És desembre,

s'acosta cap d'any

i comencem a sentir els ecos de les

festes de demà...

All tomorrow's parties, Mango

Amor i filosofia

Estimar és apostar, creure en l'altre més del que es mereix. L'amor és energia i carència, energia que et treu de tu mateix cap a un altre ésser i recerca de plenitud en algú altre a causa d'alguna cosa que a tu et fa falta.

Els amants tanquen el cosmos sobre ells en un univers propi. De fet, els amants haurien de penjar aquest cartell: "Cosmos tancat per amor".

Amor és dir-li a l'altra persona: tu no moriràs mai. L'amor és incapaç de contemplar la seva pròpia fi: és etern mentre dura.

L'amor és el millor pel que es pot apostar! És millor deixar darrere teu un rastre d'amor que de no res.

Manuel Cruz, La Vanguardia, 14 de desembre 2010